precious illusions

I'm safe... up high...

2009-09-15T22:17:12Z

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame.

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2009-06-13T02:00:32Z

21:03 Big big storm. I'm scared a little. #
21:19 So... My storm survival kit includes 3 fashion magazines and my bible. #
02:53 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
08:27 Well no huge spiders today on my walk, the rain must have scared them away last nightm #
18:17 i don't know. #
19:13 it seems i had plans and they slipped away from me somehow...hmm #
19:28 Wow... I cant get anyone #
20:18 this is so lame. i don't get to do anything. #
20:59 I'm tired of people being thoughtless and being users. You're supposed to be one of the good ones. #

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2009-06-12T02:00:35Z

06:06 For some reason I've been waking up at exactly 4:30 and checking the time all week long. It's weird. #
07:41 Oh sweet lord a turatula just tried to kill me. #
13:29 Todays goal is simply not to lose it. That is all. #
14:58 I give up. #
19:43 work is stressing me out. #
19:57 Big big storm. Golf ball size hail. Scarey. #

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2009-06-11T02:00:52Z

21:41 tomorrow after work i'm going to a belly dance class. i am so excited. #
03:16 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
12:32 @twihardlol is doug ok??! #
12:43 i hate how i can waste so much energy worrying that i've pissed someone off, and men are completely oblivious when they have. #
12:52 @ohthedecadence it's so annoying. #
18:01 So i decided to go to the dance class, it just happens that i got here a bit early. #
20:34 my bellydance class was -awesome-... i balanced a sword on my head while dancing people! #

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2009-06-10T02:00:36Z

21:24 Everyone just diappeared. #
21:56 Never going to bed. #
23:26 i'm having a rough night. #
02:57 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
08:54 We're waiting here, waiting for you God with our hopes and fears, empty handed... #
10:30 Shelby and I have a aunt/niece date this morning. #
16:11 @twihardlol HA Jess!!! That's the best thing I've seen all day! #

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2009-06-09T02:01:03Z

22:14 It's definitely looking like it's time to take a leap of faith, and the direction that leap seems to be headed is youth ministry. #
01:54 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
06:59 this is the weirdest morning. no email, no twitter updates, nothing on facebook. did i miss something? #
17:32 I lost it today at work... burst into tears on stage. *takes a bow* #
20:47 Going to sit on a patio and eat cajun food. #

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2009-06-08T02:00:30Z

21:20 i'm exhausted, but i'm looking up seminary information. #
21:57 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
07:44 This morning it's all about You. You are -wonderful-, You are full of love for me, You are the God who sees me and accepts me as I am. #
13:22 Just had a waiter tell me and my coworkers that it was agaist their policy to allow us to put our cell phones on the table. Weird. #

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2009-06-07T02:00:28Z

06:09 i'm getting out of bed, i really am, right now....just right now, two seconds. #
06:27 I managed to make it from the bed to the couch and somehow put my trainers on in between. #
08:00 Breakfast tacos from el charito! #
08:17 @jimjohnmarks hm? #
08:23 Ha, this is so dumb, but i just got finished working out and i'm sweaty, but i realized i smell good even when i'm sweaty. #
08:31 Considering the possibilty of siminary in fort worth. #
08:34 @jimjohnmarks fun! #

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2009-06-06T02:00:34Z

21:02 There are some moments when all I can manage is to pray, "Father, please just help me get through this moment without exploding." #
21:23 I am baffled and frustrated and completely confused. #
21:49 "Don't worry about anything, but pray about everything. With thankful hearts offer up your prayers and requests to God." Philippians 4:6 #
22:15 My Daily Twittascope - bit.ly/mB8X3 #
22:17 I can't sleep, too much on my mind, so I'll read instead...which means quotes people. #
22:20 Minor freak out moment "something" is making -all kinds- of noise outside my windows... it sounds like something or someone is outside. #
22:23 Thank you 75lb pitbull for never leaving my side. #
08:00 I'm awake, and that's a start. #
08:34 pilates down, coffee, walking, errands, and figuring out what to wear for this event tomorrow to go. #
08:57 what to have for breakfast... #
09:15 whoa, i have to slow this down, i'm reading 50 different things at once! #
11:29 I have officially overloaded my brain for the morning. #
12:05 @jason_mraz i'm afraid to say -exactly- how I feel. #
12:12 I'm taking a deep breath. #
16:48 ...And I will lift my voice, to worship you my King, I will find my strength in the shadow of your wings. #
19:16 for some reason the back half of my body tans so much easier than the front half. i don't get it. don't say a word you, don't say a word! #
20:01 Only with ones sister is it acceptable for lay on a bed for half an hour trying to make Wookie noises. #
20:56 i've got no time. noooo time. #

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2009-06-05T02:00:40Z

21:52 Yay!! Bellydance! #
21:55 @jimjohnmarks that's no good, it's june! #
08:19 my stomach growls, must be time for breakfast. #
08:22 I feel kind of like I have a stick stabbing the back of my throat. I wonder what that's about? #
08:29 @BBratt ha, this is going to make it sound worse, but I don't think it's flu, I can only feel it when I swallow. #
08:32 @jimjohnmarks "aint no city like the windy city, the windy city is might pretty, but it aint got what we got..." summer apparently. #
08:37 @BBratt Yes, I'll keep my swallowing to a minimum, knew investing in that interveinious feeding tube would pay off someday. #
08:38 @jimjohnmarks oh, well in that case.... we don't really have spring either. we have summer and what i like to refer to as "not summer". #
08:41 I just want to know who thinks up these kid shows. #
10:25 Going to work. #
15:37 just finished lunch at McAlister's and heading over to get some iced coffee so that I can finish this day off. It's been a good day so far. #

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2009-06-04T02:00:36Z

07:08 Its my day off. Walking with my sister and then grocery store. #
08:43 I see your love, and I live by your truth.- Psalm 26:3 #
10:56 Studying the immanence of God as a correlative to His transcendence. Thoughts anyone? #
15:13 i let the niece and nephew spray me with the hose, played some salsa music, and layed out in the sun imagining i was on the beach. #
16:06 I got a letter in the mail saying I wont a Mercedes. If it's not a Bentley I don't care. #
16:40 I am always going to end up getting tan in the summer, no matter what Sephora says. #
17:29 What they say about tattoos... it's true. once you get one... #
18:01 I just got finished reading a portion of Save The Males by Kathleen Parker on Amazon. It's scary what's happening to men and boys these days #
20:51 sugar is my enemy. #

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2009-06-03T02:00:43Z

09:37 This has been a really beautiful morning so far! #
09:47 What does it mean to you to -do justice-? #
11:09 "I will say to the Lord, You are my place of safety and protection. You are my God and I trust you."- Psalm 91:2 #

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2009-06-02T02:00:29Z

21:00 did anyone else just see eminem just walk out of the MTV movie awards? #
22:00 =( #
22:07 and now i'm going to toss and turn #
06:13 Off to the gym. #
09:10 I have a heap of reading to do, a heap. i keep adding books to the current bunch that i'm reading instead of getting finished and moving on. #

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2009-06-01T02:00:33Z

22:45 When i get married i want to walk down the isle to "beloved" by tenth avenue north. #
07:25 What does it truly mean to be loved by God? If you -really- think about it, what does it mean? How does it impact you? #
15:58 This day could not be moving any slower. #
16:58 Dear God, I am oohing and ahhing over every engagement ring and baby that walks in the door. I need a husband.
Love, Katie. #

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2009-05-31T02:04:43Z

06:08 i'm awake and that's a start. #
06:39 i love my job, i'm not sad to have to back, but being away for a while reminds me of what's important in life. and it's not work. #
09:04 Mmm versace. #
17:25 I met a boxer puppy named bently today and i wanted to take him home with me so bad! #
19:18 "come to the Lover all who want and you'll want no more..." #

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2009-05-30T02:01:03Z

09:40 "Faith is accepting that you are accepted." #

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2009-05-29T02:01:45Z

12:06 i got sucked in to packrat on facebook. oy. #

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2009-05-28T02:02:07Z

23:21 i'm laying on the couch and watching sense and sensibility. =) #
23:32 I really enjoy watching girl movies and listening to my brother in-law's commentary. #
23:35 @BBratt the movie =) #
10:38 *sigh* #
15:06 I just finished shampooing my makeup brushes. it was quite an undertaking. I realize now, in being distracted with cleaning i forgot to eat. #

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2009-05-27T02:00:48Z

08:11 I haven't decided how I feel about this morning yet. #
10:02 Tessa just decided a couple of days ago she knew how to crawl and now she's all over the place. #
12:36 My way is not working. So at this Your way. #

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2009-05-26T02:00:30Z

21:05 my baby niece is sitting on the couch across from me tilting her head and giggling at me trying to get my attention. who could resist? #
21:22 i am laying down and watching a movie until it's time for bed, im really out of sorts this evening. my head hurts on top of other things. #
08:04 Happy Memorial day... hope most of you don't have to work today. I'll be working until nearly midnight. #
09:15 @fadedtimes yes! Thank God! #
09:23 I'm afraid 2pm is going to come way too quickly. #
10:26 i'm trying to make a list of projects for myself this week since i'll have some time off, right now i'm supposed to be cleaning my room. #
17:28 God it would help me SO MUCH if I just knew what you wanted from me. That's it. #

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2009-05-25T02:01:27Z

21:26 i'm so bored right now... I got home from work and I just feel like all of a sudden I'm just by myself. It's lonely. #
11:41 watching pure genius #
13:04 my nephew cash is the best dance partner i've ever had. #
16:15 I just feel drained today. #
16:52 no one is saying anything on twitter or on facebook. apparently everyone has things to do except for me, and i feel terrible. #
18:50 oh twitter, my head feels like it's about to split in two #

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2009-05-24T02:00:41Z

22:15 I always get the creapy older men at work. Always. #
06:39 the mermaid transformation is about to begin. yup. #
10:01 @jimjohnmarks ha we don't have any alluring, attractive older men come in. someone should do something about that. #
10:02 i'm leaving for work. i'll be working a full 9 hour shift today in a dress and stage worthy makeup. wish me luck. #
10:14 I'm a make up artist, why dont i carry a mirror in my bag? #
15:22 I look like an honest to goodness real live mermaid. I win. #

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2009-05-23T02:00:57Z

21:45 i am tired. #
22:00 good night everyone. goodnight. #
18:19 if you come into my store tomorrow, i'll be dressed like a mermaid. Or at least my interpretation. don't get too excited. #

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2009-05-22T02:02:17Z

06:49 For some reason the dream I woke up from this morning was sad, but I can't tell why #
06:51 Rice cake and banana for breakfast, now if I can just get ready for work quick enough i can get some coffee before i go in/ #
07:42 Its a chilly morning, but the sky looks pretty. #
17:26 All day long i had clients with babies... Ugh when will it be my turn!!! #

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2009-05-21T02:01:59Z

23:01 i'm winding down after work and watching american idol. Sorry Adam, I like Kris better. #
08:24 I wish my first response to anger was not to cry. #
12:26 i have so many errands to run. #
13:07 i am out of sorts. #
16:22 Oh my. #
19:12 Reading about the benefits of complex carbs. interesting stuff. #
19:50 Ok I'm sorry, but Norman Gentle may be one of the best things that ever happened to American Idol #
20:28 my respect for Kara DioGuardi just sky rocketed. #
20:46 go carlos go #

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