Whoever upgraded my account....
Thank you, thank you, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. You have no idea how excited this makes me!!!

wow. the people in the apartment behind mine are making an awful lot of noise. its like the are wrestling in there or something. and the shower keeps getting turned on and then off and then on and then off, and now there is all this thumping and i just wonder what is going on. i am tempted to go out and look...

I am trying to live for more than me. I am not finding it an easy thing to do. Church is one of the big areas it's getting to me. Right now I am just not getting much out of church, I don't know if it's me or the church or something else...and I can't decide if being there for other people is a good enough reason for being there. I am trying to see where God wants me. Is looking at other options selfish? I know that I am never going to find a taylor made for me church...but it's not like I am in this place where I just don't want to do the church thing. I want it...something is just missing from where I am at. It's all really confusing. I had a friend tell me the other day that he thought it would be easier if God still spoke through burning bushes.
I think I agree with him right now.

P. S. Don't drink 100 ounces of water in less than two hours...you will be sorry for it.