So far I have come to second thinking any plans to have children in the futer...I don't really mean that,but I have great respect for mothers everywhere right now...Anyway in the middle of my stress I heard this song on a new cd I just got and I totally broke...

I've never had a day like this
when things become so clear
And I can feel you here
I've never had to pray like this
Its all that I can do to see me through the fear
But when my faith begins to fail me
And I cant find my way

I run, I fall into the arms of my Father, To a love like no other. I walk , I crawl, It doesnt matter how I get here, only that I can be here at all.

Now all that seems to crowd my mind is how can I be strong
And how do I move on?
But I know that you will never fail me
You will be my way when ...

I run, I fall into the arms of my Father, To a love like no other. I walk , I crawl, It doesnt matter how I get here, only that I can be here at all.
I will call upon You Lord
You are worthy to be praised
So shall I be saved....

'cause i'm leaving on a church van
don't know IF i'll be back again...

Okay, so I will come back again, Saturday afternoon actually... I'm just going out of town...that reminds me of another song...

'Cause I remember how we drank time together
And how you used to say that the stars are forever
And daydreamed about how to make your life better
By leaving town, leaving town... and that reminds me of...
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
Drops of Jupiter in her hair ... okay I am gonna stop now.

"Pick me up love Lift me up love Pick me up love Everyday" I LOVE THAT SONG!